I realised that creating a blog may also mean a person may be lonely enough?
if u dont think so..then i would say I do...
there are certain people who create blogs so that they can only let certain private people read it... like a friend of mine, i quoteeeee siao zha bo : i put my blog in private ! so i can let my BF see only!( let that be in a near future thing for her as i doubt in any near future she would have a bf to read her stuffs only haha!)
Meh speaking aobut loneliness, it is another nobody have anything to do with me day again! Lol i only said this after a meal in the canteen again. Its puasa season so like the canteen is practically empty, only remaining chinese groups remain intact. Den only i realise, i'm not with any group at all afterall =.=" where are my "friends"? Did i left them far behind me, or like....their the one letting me wonder off all alone.... so i sat there eating extra pedas ( i tend to have a liking for pedas malay'ish stuffs lately) fried rice...and like...staring at other people, with other people staring back at me.
Heck... as if i care right ? My phones dead too...battery recently sucks like shit dont know why. Used too long? Meh nid spend more $ buy new batteries...
and to curb with the lonesome problem, my roommate has been constantly nagging about finding a girl for me. That actually made situation worst..cause like...it'll never...happen anyway :(
Time to share a secret... i have this feeling...(always had actually) that if i manage to find a girlfriend of such, then i'll know no matter what i do or where i am, there'll at least be somebody to ask me that...rather than...another day of lonely cili eating in the cafeteria....
stupid perasan post. Further new posts in this blog will be more or less the same somesort anyway
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